HIGH SCHOOL

So high school is a thing that happened.

Uh, ultimately I'm not entirely sure how to feel about it yet. I'm pretty conflicted.

It's pretty awful, actually. It's ridiculously huge and I've got seven different room numbers to remember (honestly, at the end of middle school I still couldn't navigate the building perfectly so I'm uber thrilled that this is like five times the size of it), which is only made more difficult by the seniors that are all at least seven feet tall while I stand at a comfortable 5'1.

I'm small, okay, but this is ridiculous.

I still don't know anyone at all, which is rough. Lots of people have already started to break off into cliques, and I've got a good three or four friends I spend most of my time with. I've said hi and exchanged friendly greetings with a few people, but it's hardly enough to consider actual 'friends' or even 'acquaintances'. Granted, I'm not an entirely social person altogether, but I was sort of expecting to know more people than I actually do.

Even just sitting here amongst my peers is kind of awkward. They're all pretty friendly with each other, and I keep having to sneak peeks out of the side of my eyes to make sure they don't think it's stupid that I'm actually writing a billion paragraph blog post for something nobody's going to read. I think. I hope?

As for the classes themselves, they're not all that bad. Most of them seem pretty fun, actually. At least compared to last year. Teachers are terrifying all the same, but I doubt that's really an unexpected thing to hear out of a freshman's mouth (or rather, fingers?) at all.

My humor is dumb.

I don't know who I'm trying to make laugh here, either. Sort of lightens the tension amongst myself, I guess.

Comm Tech- Visual Design is actually the class I think I'm most excited about. I don't know how many people I've bragged to that I'll be getting an Adobe license, but it was quite a few. Even owning the Photoshop Elements program was a little too much for me, so I'm hoping this class'll be an okay cure for my technological disabilities. I'm definitely challenged in that aspect, no matter how big of a technical genius I like to think that I am. (Which I totally am.)

I don't know what I'm doing with all these (((()))) but I guess I expect whoever's reading this to read it as hushed speaking.

Haha, oh man. I need to stop this before it turns into my life story.

Anyways it's been an ok time. I'm enjoying myself, I guess. Let's just say I really hope it gets better. 8^Y